I sometimes find myself deep in thought in wondering when did this happen? When did I start to pay my own rent, cable, electric, gas, do food shopping, go to work M-F? When did I decided it was a bright idea to have two bulldogs. One for two years and then deciding in October to get a puppy? Waking up at 4am to let the puppy out is when I start to think about this the most. And here I am at 1 am writing my thoughts down and trying to make a food Shopping List. Come on this journey of awakening. I need friends.
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It’s a Friday night and I’m feeling alright. I have a face mask on, with my feet up on my boyfriend, scrolling through Netflix. Our Bulldog is laying down next to our sticker bombed table. As I write this all out I realize life ain’t so bad. This is exactly why I needed to bring my thoughts to word. For as long as I can remember I’ve always been a prisioner in my own mind. At least that’s how I felt. Trapped, unsure, scared. I’m 26 and these past 6 months I’ve changed. Deeply, Spiritually. I am my own person. I am mine. I’ve always went through the motions of life. Always wanting to make everyone happy. But this is my life. This is what I believe. This is my road to ritches. The person I once was I don’t even remember. I CHOOSE to be happy and positive. And now I’m choosing to put me first. To put my smile on my own face. I’m alive and God I’m going to live. love me and love life! View all posts by AdultDaze