It’s a Friday night and I’m feeling alright after smoking my spliff. I have a face mask on, with my feet up on my boyfriend, scrolling through Netflix. Our Bulldog is laying down next to our sticker bombed table. As I write this all out I realize life ain’t so bad. This is exactly why I needed to bring my thoughts to word. For as long as I can remember I’ve always been a prisoner in my own mind. At least that’s how I felt. Trapped, unsure, scared. I’m 26 and these past 6 months I’ve changed. Deeply, Spiritually. I am my own person. I am mine. I’ve always went through the motions of life. Always wanting to make everyone happy. But this is my life. This is what I believe. This is my road to riches. The person I once was I don’t even remember. I CHOOSE to be happy and positive. And now I’m choosing to put me first. To put my smile on my own face. I’m alive and God I’m going to live. love me and love life!